Life has kind of been a real daze lately.

I'm sick and I hate being sick cause my whole body just goes BLAH and shuts down.

I'm mad at myself for not making any good photographic art lately.
I just haven't had any ideas in my brain lately. I really want to take body photos of people, nude photography is really fascinating, but I don't know much about lighting, and I want to play around with it, and I sure as hell don't have any people willing to model. *emo tear*

I just can't wait to graduate, this year has gone by fast but not fast enough. I'm almost 18, and I just want to get away and go to college. (and go to castle mega store bwahah) :]

And I just realized I haven't updated in forever D:

so yeah. basically too many projects all crammed into the end of the year. I'm managing them well, but my brain is about to explode. Atleast AP tests are over with, I just have to keep my grades up. Did I mention I managed to make honor grad? wtf?

I think I'm just having a couple bad days because I've been getting sick. I just wish one day something big and happy and good will hit me and my life will go KABOOM with excitement and I can get my dick up again. :B